@jpfraneto
ok, imma bring her to bed. grab her on my arms. she is moving a lot. cries a little bit. then more. through jumps and dances i manage to make her comfortable
not crying anymore
more dancing. more moving around. i call it the moon step. my calfs are on fire. but she is not crying anymore
she even looks comfortable. after a while, i see her eyes closing. the end is near. she doesn’t want to sleep. discovering what life has to offer is fun
colors. textures. space and time
but hey ema, it is time to sleep
now more seconds happen in between she closing her eyes, until finally, they are not open anymore
i sense a slower breath. deeper. she is finally resting
but the dance is not over. i need to make sure she is ready so that i can put her on the bed and order the massive mess that my other daughter left on the house
dishes are all around the kitchen
but no worries. she is done for today.
so i bring her to bed. with care i try to put her on top of the blanket
i manage to do it with the smoothness of a harp maker. she lands flat on her back
EYES WIDE OPEN
im still here daddy :):):):):)
time to start all over again