i thought this was going to be subtitle translations when i turned it on but it’s ai-based modification that makes the video actually me speaking hindi/etc!!! wtf 🤣

morning view

on a roll!! sticking with $1 bets still though. no dunning-kruger trap for me 😂

epiphany of the day you’re not a failure, you were just conditioned to devote your life to pleasing someone who is incapable of being happy. it felt like a requirement of staying safe

i’ve been trying to write a thread that’s like a before and after picture of my year+ of intense trauma healing and it’s crazy my favourite mental benefits: • my baseline is effortlessly effervescently happy for the first time in my life • i’m now one of those people who can see a task (pile of laundry etc) and walk... Show more

after spending some time on threads i’ve determined that a person could make a pretty good living by rage baiting people in the neurodivergent community

maybe this is peak mental illness, but i like the idea of polymarket manifesting… putting $ into the outcomes you want to see then aligning with them and releasing doubt and resistance polymarket effects reality enough that it feels like there’s some small amount of power to it. kind of like voting

i noticed you can place polymarket bets on the rainbow app now. i’ve been thinking about learning how it works, so decided i’d try it with some $1 wagers do you think $BTC will continue to recover or is it just a dead cat bounce? anyway, i’m looking forward to getting more familiar with the markets without being stre... Show more

lore of the day i was banned from every casino on second life. i still have money on there but forgot my password and didn’t want to call them to recover it

i decided to sell my bitcoin and invest in copies of my second book, which will cost about $1500 but should be a nice 2x over time have done nothing author-y in forever within an hour of ordering i get an email about my medium account being verified as a published author it’s a small thing but i haven’t logged int... Show more

recently i realized that i was engaging with the world within the same toxic frameworks i adopted to survive abuse some examples: • hypervigilance around “staying informed” • feeling responsibility/guilt for everyone’s emotions • feeling guilty if i focus on myself • trying not to look too happy so i’m not a target... Show more

someone commented “absolute cinema” on a youtube video of mine recently and i can’t stop laughing even though it was probably a dig and probably deserved 🤣 i’ve been working through trauma around being seen and heard and understood and it’s helping a lot here’s to not feeling like i will literally die if someone act... Show more

not in the epstein files :(