thrivinginthorns

Apparently I'm done sleeping again for the day again 🤷‍♀️🙃

Rollerblader, techie, highly asynchronous, 439, humanist, free🎉, as the world t/b urns 🤷‍♀️

Realist/Positivist
👋💚Do what you can/Show the hoarders wealth💛

my sleeping schedule has been wild lately! 🫶🏻

(also I apologize, I almost never get a notification for these posts calling all devs 🥰)

sovereign somatic explorer of energy | come play in the garden /thrivinginthorns | deeper explorations at /liliumspinae ❤️‍🔥

NP at all, it's just a gesture 💚

I was literally trying to find your question to respond to, 

I don't know much about it other than breathing exercises/strategy are supposed to help

Calm the body, the mind will follow essentially

I also did this! I would sometimes just get so overwhelmed I would fall asleep in the nearest “safe” spot. one time was in the middle of building a bunk bed. 😅🫶🏻

I usually just sleep when overstressed, so there's that too

omggg turducken of tragedy is the worst/best description I’ve heard! 

I am so sorry you had to numb yourself out while trying to receive help. 🫂🫶🏻

the holidays were particularly challenging here too. how did you get back to your equilibrium? 💕

Oh just completely overwhelmed it was a turducken of tragedy, so many things stuffed together at once

I just more or less went numb and kept trying whatever avenues I had left

The worse part was having help, but even the help could do nothing, I think it was partly due to the proximity of Thanksgiving holiday and being on medi-cal, low priority as far as I could tell 🤷‍♀️

one of my least favorite things on farcaster is trying to find where I want to be present! 🥲

thank you! 🫶🏻

I’ve been exploring the nervous system since I was late-diagnosed as neurodivergent af 😅 so roughly about 3 years now. 

I explored and implemented so many different aspects of this, and I’m still learning new ways every day! 

how did your body “feel” during your dealings with the state system? how did you respond? 

I’m pretty angry tonight, but it comes in waves 🌊