@pichi
I just attended my first live webinar in months and it was hard. I consume most of this type of content on demand and I tend to play it at 1.5 to 2x. Even though I was extremely interested in the subject matter, it was really hard to pay attention.
I did all my usual hacks.
I took notes by hand.
I made purposeful doodles to connect concepts.
My focus was still terrible. I was frustrated with myself and then I realized that I just do better when I can control the speed and pause and go back when I need to and there is nothing wrong with that, especially when it’s one way interaction (like a webinar).
I’m trying to recognize these patterns and not beat myself up because my brain doesn’t like things. I have to remind myself that I’m lucky to live in a time where I can consume information at my own pace and stop trying to fit into a neurotypical mold. It’s okay to learn and think differently.