emotional

somehow i like being told what to do, it gives me a sense of purpose and direction (the why and the when) 

it’s something about not having to wear the garment of being in charge. 

after i finished my holesky & babylon tasks on union build, i thought of sending txn into corn (i did a few) but at the time i thought it was just an add-on and was not on the tasks board, but i knew it was going to be added later in the subsequent update 

now it’s been added to the dashboard and it feels meaningful to do it

this applies to different aspects of my life. 

i don’t know what this is but yeah

Yeah, when you’re not in charge, life is easier because there’s less responsibility and thus less burden. In an ideal society, each individual finds their own balance of control and surrender without being taken advantage of.