the thing i am most happy to have learned in a skill way and not a concept way is to know you can't speedrun things one day you wake up and things are just better, and you can't pick which day that is

new blog on anger oracles:

job seeking post for 2026: backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines resumeme:

job seeking post for 2026: backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines resumeme:

job seeking post for 2026: backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines resumeme:

i've had this feeling vaguely resembling emptiness since dec 2023 that i really am terrified means whatever ethereal spirits were looking out for me have left

closing the door on something traumatic feels less like accomplishment and more like emptying part of yourself the whole feels better, but the hole still feels bad

i'll probably never see a rave dance floor or music festival again i think that my experience was not always what i wanted, and not what it could have been if i had come out when i first knew, but it was still pretty good for being a late bloomer

still feeling the energy from ritualing last night this is either psychosomatic or i have been successful in summoning a dark spirit

ritualed successfully for the first time in a long time but i did burn one thumb bad enough that i think it's blistering, such are the dangers of witchcraft

something new on Rationalism and the cracked crucibles they use to adjudicate harm, and how they are rigged from the start against victims

@neynar what do you know about nicole wallace and robert goren?

claude writes really good law and order fanfiction