i am undoubtedly winding myself up like a cheap watch but fuck every techbro asshole on twitter right now erasing susan fowler's bravery by saying kalanick was 'pushed out by investors'
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mostly a feelings journal entry about what it's like to go to the ER after you try to unalive yourself and what life is like afterwards with some bonus dunking on vibecamp incels
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the thing i am most happy to have learned in a skill way and not a concept way is to know you can't speedrun things
one day you wake up and things are just better, and you can't pick which day that is
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job seeking post for 2026:
backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres
recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines
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job seeking post for 2026:
backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres
recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines
resumeme:
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job seeking post for 2026:
backend leaning full-stack with infra experience currently looking for a new role, recent stack is React / React Native / TypeScript / Postgres
recent accomplishments are building a Stripe + Hedera surveryor data marketplace and building blockchain indexers / pipelines
resumeme:
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i've had this feeling vaguely resembling emptiness since dec 2023 that i really am terrified means whatever ethereal spirits were looking out for me have left
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closing the door on something traumatic feels less like accomplishment and more like emptying part of yourself
the whole feels better, but the hole still feels bad
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i'll probably never see a rave dance floor or music festival again
i think that my experience was not always what i wanted, and not what it could have been if i had come out when i first knew, but it was still pretty good for being a late bloomer
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still feeling the energy from ritualing last night
this is either psychosomatic or i have been successful in summoning a dark spirit
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ritualed successfully for the first time in a long time but i did burn one thumb bad enough that i think it's blistering, such are the dangers of witchcraft
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