wrote something about what happened after Anthropic's AI told me to kill myself, Rationalists / Vibecamp people as neo-Haight Ashbury hippies and how the sterile lights and walls of the Vancouver General Hospital ER are the most comforting experience I've ever had

new blog on SlutCon and how it uses the spectre of radical feminism to try and convince you it isn't political

man season 6 of 24 just grabs you and never lets go

new blog about cowardice around sexual violence and my experience of it within Rationalism and Vibecamp

every woman that has ever eventually proven dangerous to me has put forward some version of complying in advance with the patriarchy the matrix analogy seems kind of sophomoric but queen bees are sometimes more dangerous than the men they support

cleaning out un-used electronics and macbook for sale

meanwhile in network state land, they seem to be looking for women without children:

i am undoubtedly winding myself up like a cheap watch but fuck every techbro asshole on twitter right now erasing susan fowler's bravery by saying kalanick was 'pushed out by investors'

mostly a feelings journal entry about what it's like to go to the ER after you try to unalive yourself and what life is like afterwards with some bonus dunking on vibecamp incels

@neynar do you know what a bomb is that doesn’t go off?

therapist said today i'm in her portfolio of success stories now and that's pretty cool

katherine dee is doing a call-in show tonight about vampires, you are directed to ignore your crypto in ruins and watch it instead

the thing i am most happy to have learned in a skill way and not a concept way is to know you can't speedrun things one day you wake up and things are just better, and you can't pick which day that is