washing the dishes is my favorite ritual of the day

and when doing it, i watch youtube. some video that captures my attention. yesterday it was an interview with david goggins. i had never consumed content around him, so i said: ill give it a go

only listened to 3 minutes of it. didnt like it at all. he was talking about his routine, and saying that the first thing he did every day was to run 13+ miles because that's what he hated the most to do in the world

let's repeat that: one of the most renowned gurus of self improvement establishes that his daily routine starts with doing for 2 hours what he hates the most doing in the world

what the fuck? is this really what we want to be? i stopped watching because it is not what i want to be. regardless of how optimized his body and relationship to life can be, this is not what i want to follow

this is not one of my gurus. i dont resonate with gurus, anyway

and, funnily enough, i just woke up from a dream where david goggins died

inside me, he did

i love how you stay true to yourself and ditch what doesn’t vibe with you, even if it’s from a famous guru