@htiferes
Orvieto
Once I happened upon a walled city in the sky,
floating over catacombs.
Dead bodies beneath,
ripe apricots above.
Bones of rapists and innocents pushed down a 54 meter well.
A oneway ticket on the Funicular 1 euro 30.
Tourists brace their suitcases, they slide down the incline as I continue to move upwards.
Slippery cobblestone walkways transport me to a spectacular Duomo.
There is a disorienting sense of movement here as I try to make my way through winding streets.
An unmarked Synagogue, surviving only through stories and whispers heard from low balconies.
Their words almost at ear level, clothing hung from bowed lines,
draping from one window to another like icing on a cake.
I could get lost here and stay forever.
Everyone in Orvieto is either climbing towards the heavens or disappearing beneath the earth.
Neverending spirals reach for deliverance,
tiny mosaics embedded on the outside of the Duomo as if to reassure the onlooker it is possible.
My family crest on the doorsteps and the coils,
proving the true lineage of your savior.
I am banished to the underworld, descending into darkness.
A double helix carrying my body into the earth, the fortunate ascend.
Their salvation is my degradation.
I see them from across the water but our paths never meet.
I am unable or perhaps unwilling to leave.
Outside the moon teases me,
lingering in the sky above the clock tower.
Again I find myself ascending,
the steep steps take me higher.
Can I touch the moon?
The stone of the Duomo is covered in stripes, it reminds me of detainment camp uniforms.
An enormous spectacle, gothic beauty set in grandeur against the purple night.
It’s Saturday evening and I stand erect in the courtyard, swimming in the stillness of it all,
My bones searching and finding solace inside the Duomo.
Pointed suns glow outwards.
Their rays hit the white of my eyes and bounce off glass stained like dragon fly wings.
Only worshippers allowed in the Capella del Corporale.
I sit in the pews and think about sex.
Nobody knows.
The most beautiful sounds rise into the dome.
I am drawn to the center of the church,
the grand pipe organ hovering over the entrance to the Capella del Corporale.
On my right the mobile console, the keyboard and pedal fixed into the floor.
Toccatas and Fugues reverberate through my body, starting in the pit of my stomach
and inching up into my throat.
Crushing my heart with every keystroke until my eyes weep with joy.
The tune covers me like a warm blanket, the hum in my ears traps me under its heavy melody.
The air is sucked out of the room,
pulling me into eternal sleep.
I am afraid.
I will suffocate.
Submitting is too pleasurable.
The world closes in around me.
contained in the afterglow,
shrouded in secrecy,
I find my final resting place.
/poetry