I can’t tell if the rain arrives when I’m sad or if it draws these feelings out of me, either way I always return to this poem I once wrote, as if the rain understands these feelings before I do…
I didn’t sleep well last night.
I shed a thousand tears,
mourning an idea
that could have been.
And when I awoke
it was pou...
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The highs and lows of 2025 were extremely brutal for me.
This has been a really tough year full of learning through bad decisions and trusting people that were extremely cruel to me.
I can’t help it though I will always see the good in others and the world around me.
I know 2026 will be a good one!
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There are only three moments of true joy.
Birth
When consciousness enters form
before memory, before fear, before self.
Death
When form dissolves
and the illusion of separation ends
returning to the infinite.
And art
True art!
When the self disappears
and something eternal moves through us.
Everything else we call joy
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