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sometimes i get frustrated with myself because i know most of my drive to achieve comes out of a need for validation. a need to feel worthy. a deep hole inside of me whittled away by years of feeling unseen and unheard and unacknowledged. i am channeling these feelings into the act of creation, and i wonder if it’s all corrupt from the start. if i didn’t have these feelings, would i do anything at all? would i just be satisfied with the status quo? is there a balance here? is there a “right way”? am i healing myself through reinforcement? proving to myself that i am enough? i don’t know what the right way to do anything is. all i know is that i have to give myself a shot. to pour all the energy i can into my own success. it kind of feels like i keep adding challenges for myself. to prove that i can overcome them. slowly, i am understanding my power, but this can also be an extremely exhausting way to live. i guess all any of us can do is keep plodding along. and having faith, and trusting that the path is illuminating itself as we walk.

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We all have our own path with its own little adventures and obstacles along it. Many see this and don’t even set foot out the door. There are some who take the first steps, and then those that follow, & on that path see discovery many things about themselves, that can further bring up many emotions and onwards and onwards, and… there is in all of this a wandering forward, bouncing & aching, into hard sought glimpses of understanding which are a great treasure This living & learning, slowly onwards & upwards, as we become more than the day before, & encounter old & new motivations along the way Perhaps it is both the way it is, and ok, as well as the way it is en route to becoming? Either way… it is the way it is & you are keeping on becoming & that is a beautiful thing 🙏 Outwards & inwards, the same journey unfolding & interweaving

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thank you. i am doing my best, really. it's all i can do. and i have to be patient i think 111 $degen

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