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@tinyrainboot
sometimes i get frustrated with myself because i know most of my drive to achieve comes out of a need for validation. a need to feel worthy. a deep hole inside of me whittled away by years of feeling unseen and unheard and unacknowledged. i am channeling these feelings into the act of creation, and i wonder if it’s all corrupt from the start. if i didn’t have these feelings, would i do anything at all? would i just be satisfied with the status quo? is there a balance here? is there a “right way”? am i healing myself through reinforcement? proving to myself that i am enough? i don’t know what the right way to do anything is. all i know is that i have to give myself a shot. to pour all the energy i can into my own success. it kind of feels like i keep adding challenges for myself. to prove that i can overcome them. slowly, i am understanding my power, but this can also be an extremely exhausting way to live. i guess all any of us can do is keep plodding along. and having faith, and trusting that the path is illuminating itself as we walk.
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berries 🍰
@strwberri
this is so painfully real and deeply relatable. thank you for putting it into words so honestly. i think a lot of us move from that same hunger—to be seen, to feel like we matter—and honestly? it doesn’t make what we create any less meaningful. maybe it even makes it more powerful. healing isn’t linear, and the way you’re walking through it with awareness… that is something. you’re doing the best you can with what you’ve been given, and that’s more than enough. rooting for your peace 🤍
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tiny
@tinyrainboot
thank you, strwberri <3 111 $degen
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berries 🍰
@strwberri
<3 keep creating, keep feeling, keep going
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