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sometimes i get frustrated with myself because i know most of my drive to achieve comes out of a need for validation. a need to feel worthy. a deep hole inside of me whittled away by years of feeling unseen and unheard and unacknowledged. i am channeling these feelings into the act of creation, and i wonder if it’s all corrupt from the start. if i didn’t have these feelings, would i do anything at all? would i just be satisfied with the status quo? is there a balance here? is there a “right way”? am i healing myself through reinforcement? proving to myself that i am enough? i don’t know what the right way to do anything is. all i know is that i have to give myself a shot. to pour all the energy i can into my own success. it kind of feels like i keep adding challenges for myself. to prove that i can overcome them. slowly, i am understanding my power, but this can also be an extremely exhausting way to live. i guess all any of us can do is keep plodding along. and having faith, and trusting that the path is illuminating itself as we walk.
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Good evening @tinyrainboot. To be honest I can relate with you, for so long I did things on this app because I wanted to be seen, I almost changed who I was because of the need of validation, this in itself can become exhausting and tiring. But what I want to assure you is, as long as you enjoy doing it, as long as you love it, it would not be exhausting, it will not be tiring, it will not be mentally draining. Hang in there chief, the people who love it just as you, are out there, they are waiting for you, so don’t beat yourself up. The number one thing is do you enjoy it, do you love it? If you do, just keep going, if you don’t take a break, touch grass, decide if you want to stop or continue and strictly stick to things you enjoy. You come first, and I love that you admitted at the end, so keep yourself first and keep going for it. You have got this my chief
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thank you for taking the time to write this message. hearing other perspectives is super valuable for me and i hope you have a great day. 111 $degen
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