july

Many people who who die and come back, from something like cardiac arrest, often report that they go through every experience, every memory that they’ve had in their entire life — not as a flash but as a sequence of everything that’s ever happened in their life and they remember it 

so I do think there’s something to memory even if you don’t remember all of it in the living life

creating and destroying; flying cars, roc.camera, july.rocks

I hear psychedelics do something similar and why they are so effective helping terminally ill people cope with the impending inevitable. 

It’s what makes me so curious and want to try them. I’m also an overthinking chicken so haven’t

She/her 
Talking *@! In /extracurriculars reminiscing in /gen-x and curating in /trish

i've been working my way through How To Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan. 

he's a food journalist that got interested and wrote a book on his research. even if you never take the journey, i've learned a lot from his accounts of others' experiences. highly recommend!

no kings. only working on impossible things.

oh right! i forgot they made a series.

what aspect(s) about it scare you? 

it's a completely understandable fear to me — i've been working up the nerve to hero dose to shed old skin, but i'm a little afraid that the person i'll be on the other side is not the person i can vaguely see from here.

which, like... of course not. to some degree, that's the point. 

but, more likely, it'll temporarily show me someone that i COULD be, and then it'll still be on me to do the hard work of becoming that person in a durable way.

I watched the Netflix series twice. I believe! I’m just scared