Sitting in my virtual studio ignoring the world is my new favorite form of solitude /dcl

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Doing a little late night shopping and hanging out to center myself for the week after a crazy weekend of ups and downs and recovering from a long blackout in my neighborhood due to a big storm. I missed a bunch of the party (happy 4 years!) cause of this, but love how the /dcl pants we got look amazing with the Defi Death Deadfellaz jacket.

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It's day 4 of my new PCOS treatment. I've been tracking daily, and each day shows steady early improvement which means I'm definitely reacting well to the meds. My system is sensitive and my body feels like it's saying thank you constantly for finally figuring out what is wrong. Though still tired and sleeping a lot, I have more energy when awake as my pain subsides daily. I'm trying to focus on gratitude for finally understanding my condition and less pain that I've had in years instead of anger over delayed treatment, but I'm still moody, haha.

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It's been 2-3 days of taking the new meds to balance hormones. I already am feeling the early effects that they are working and overall in less pain without having to take pain meds. It's crazy cause tracking all the symptoms I've been dealing with PCOS/Insulin Resistance developing since puberty pretty much with symptoms slowly getting worse over time. I went to the dr many times to get answers, to be told I'm just stressed or need to lose weight even those were symptoms and not causes. I've cried a few times since I realized the meds are going to work mourning the life I lost out and unneccassary suffering I've gone through because a system just didn't want to listen to a woman about her own body. The AI told me while trying to process more of the personal things coming up with this that it's okay to feel these feels but also I have to look at it equally for the next 20 or more years I get live in my body in a way that I thought wasn't possible and hopefully live a life of less suffering.

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tysmmmmmmm <3

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also.....like....why is nvidia obsessed with me?????? dress made of garbage bags and a crown lmfaooooooo

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i just ordered those shoes in black with money i made from ai art realizing now I'm the asshole I used to vandalize and just don't care.

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THIS IS AMAZING OMG - you're the first outside the team to make one and share <3 tysm for sharing ~ I love it greatly and excited to share more with you. < 3

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Balance of strength and vulnerability https://app.wideworlds.ai/world/journey-to-prismata

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i concepted with grok an ongoing video series from me title Workbench: This Week in AI, Art, and Tech and I'm pretty excited to try to do this. I only get positive feedback when I do videos, I just deal with a lot of performance anxiety I see so much news though and use so many new tools and I want to help other people see the love of tech I have through art

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all my videos have been restored on tik tok + on fyp for now. The last one it took so long for the appeal to fix it that it is gimped in the algo tho. good news is super cycle music + video didn't get any bans when i posted it lfg <3

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i order gnocchi carbonara and a sweet looking salad from one of my fav italian places here in cdmx, after i cleaned, played with puppies, laid on heating paid and slept all day to try to hard reset from being way overloaded. I got the doggos new toys cause xochi is now in the land shark phase where he can destroy anything in like 2 seconds with his jaws cause he's a monster lol BUT we are slowly finding toys he can't destroy. Kongs, nerf sticks and hefty ropes he is good with. Rope he can still shred and bite thru but it take a while and is really fine cause he can't pull the chunks off like plastic. He bites me less which is good as we are now into the phase of he could really hurt me and others and I'm glad we were able to work thru his biting issue from being seperated from mom a little too early. Xochi's toe is also healing. I got new nail clippers and grinder for both, glitch has always hated me trimming her nails but I've been more assertive in making her let me because they get so gnarly. But I was able to trim his nail on his broken toe fine without any seeming pain issues. Also he has been running around the apartment more and more in control bursts, but I try to keep him in check saying dont hurt your toe! Which he listens. He is a very sensitive sweet boy overall with his gremlin moments, but he cares more about taking care of me than anything else. This means I'm going to work with him more on service dog training and hopefully get him certified as a full service dog somehow. He is natural at helping my panic attacks and depression - with panic attacks him laying on top of me like a weight blanket and depression he will bring me toys and be weird to try to cheer me up. We soon will start to go outside more again, we've had to stay inside with his toe as much as possible dr's orders, so his outside behavior is pretty bad rn. We did go to 7/11 together to get water in the middle of the night when no one else was out to do a little store training, and I left him tied up at the entrance like I should (I used to bring him in cause he was too tiny). He sat like a good boy the whole time patiently waiting, cause we have worked on the wait command at home. While there are still some training things I need to work with him still, he's at the age learning is so fast and easy tbh and we have bonded in such a way I think we will go far in it. He already rings the bell for water when he needs it, and learned how to shut my lights off and on cause I have touch lamps, so to me he's a genius and I'm wondering what crazy thigns I can teach him haha.

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I now have two partnerships beyond my gamma.io artist ambassador partnership negotiated + the contracts promised to be sent to me this week. I won't say where until I sign the contracts, but I have to share cause I'm so excited for the future more and more everyday getting to help new creator economies be built. Now having this all lined up means I have income outside my art sales for a few, so I can keep building for myself and others without worrying about playing into some toxic dynamics with some of the crypto art world. I can't help but remember a collector last year, after I was upset for legitimate reasons that my art disappeared from being displayed at Marfa along with multiple other supposive opps being weird, during the election as I was facing heat for just standing with human rights, all that context and them telling me "ppl were dming them to say no one will want to partner with me." Ain't the first time ppl are wrong about me and won't be the last :X

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https://x.com/empresstrash/status/1956606322926915908?s=46

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yes i will be writing a lot more of my thoughts comprehensively with ai assistance to do the research (grok is excellent at it)

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