@lonewick
I identify as a composer but the reality is that the majority of my time is not spent composing. I believe the work of great composers/artists comes from the opposite work, the living of a life.
The lived life doesn’t have to be a balanced one. It can literally be anything except for the music/art. The art is the outlet of lived experience, observation, connecting of the dots, anything but the practice itself.
You first learn how to use the tools, how the medium of music/art works, you spend all of your time practicing it to a level of competence. You never stop learning, but you reach a point where the tools of the trade become embodied like another limb.
Once the tools of the trade become a limb, the trade itself becomes a tool. Then you live life and use the tool of music/art as a faucet for emotional and intellectual expression of the things in life that can’t be transferred through words.