For once in a long time, my heart feels so heavy and lost.

I want to lay down gently on someone who won't judge me, someone I trust as my own.

For once in a long time, I feel so soft, lonely and tired emotionally.

It's been me all these while but tonight I just want to lay with cool music telling myself how it's okay to breakdown and this too shall pass.

I always want to be strong, give no room for emotions or softness just because the society forbids it for a man.

But I just want to put them behind me at least tonight and reminisce about the lonely dark silent road I've been on and will obviously continue to be on.

I wish I had two mouths, I'd whisper in my ear "It's going to be fine" with one if I had.

I hope I get up stronger tomorrow and if I don't, well life goes on anyway.

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