@wtfken
took a really bad turn. i have been really selfish. i lost sight of what was important and i’ve been a terrible friend to the one person who’s loved me wholeheartedly without reserve. i ignored all that and went looking for affection where there’s none
and even though i had ignored them and i’ve been terrible, they still reminded how much they loved me. i shed a tear. they said my self flagellation and wallowing in guilt doesn’t help them. they just want me to do better.