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Good morning🌻🌻☕️☕️

Hoping that my life won’t be working 7am to 10pm with no pay forever😆😆 https://media.tenor.com/H61l1f8Ed-oAAAAC/relax-fish-wessel

I just am. Burning with creativity until nothing but ash remains.🔥💀

Ya that’s no way to live, or maybe it is, to some extent? But need money to eat haha GM dude

The biggest things in life are your friends and family 🤙🏻

Yeah, beginning to wear a bit on my soul. Lucky af, enjoy my coffee and porch…but…I’m tired and actually wanna experience life, not just the suffering that’s supposed to lead to it😆😆

Ya I hear you, the wife and kids are definitely the spark, the people I wouldn’t ever want to let down and give me a reason to carry on through any shit. Have you tried to get out of your comfort zone recently at all? Besides the selling fish on the street. Like finding some sort of club or group of some sort just to see if it brings something else out of you?

Oh, totes agrees. Wouldn’t be able to really appreciate the good without the bad. The turning is the only constant, until the end. I just haven’t tasted what feels like life in…too long. Been a shit show for a while but this years been next level already. In terms of pain and pressure. Just haven’t gotten the opposite, the bit that reminds me why I’m doing what I’m doing, and not in a high five or $5 dolla sort of way, like a good reason to exist other than just, making art and hoping people care so tha i can make a living, you got it with your significant other and kids. That special place in your heart got a spark…

Don’t they say suffering creates meaning in this life? Maybe I’m pulling that out of my ass idk lol but I agree with you, always seems to be a day to day, week to week, month to month struggle that turns into years gone by