Ooff. This is who I want to be. Lots of unconditioning still to happen. I think it's partly because I grew up poor and being constantly asked "what's there to smile about? Go back and study it's only what will save us" everyday for 15 years

Ooff. This is who I want to be. Lots of unconditioning still to happen. I think it's partly because I grew up poor and being constantly asked "what's there to smile about? Go back and study it's only what will save us" everyday for 15 years


https://leidiinspired.substack.com/p/the-art-of-romanticizing-your-everyday

ah kinda similar story here. unrelated but another thing i heard on my birthdays was “what’s there to celebrate its just another day” and that rewired my brain so much that i still don’t celebrate or do anything. don’t even take days off from work.