This book has that story in it. It's a novel of short stories each about well—unclean jobs for women and girls. 

"Porn Star"
 “I feel fine but also very strange, looking at the world and its distance. I feel its weight in my stomach like a pregnancy, like an old meal. When I want to, I cover up the Earth and its oceans with my hand, and then even with the cameras it seems like no one can see me.”

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