I’m looking down from the 7th floor,
is jumping and falling down really harder, or is it enduring the pain and suffering i carry with me?

I’m someone who’s extremely scared of things like this, someone who gets terrified by the sound of the wind, complete darkness, and thunder and lightning

But tonight, im looking down and I’m not afraid of what i used to be so afraid of

I’m not deciding to do it, I’m just asking :
why do we have to suffer ?

I think it's a part of balance 
day night, summer winter, and so on
also, we're here to experience all the different emotions, ups and downs 

none of these will last long, tho
we have lived for many years and the number doesn't even feel real 
this too shall pass, don't worry fam 🫂

living to learn, learning to live | "There are no accidents in the universe." ㅡ Wayne Dyer

Try to do my best 🙏
Thank you so much 🫂💜