confessions

Whenever I listen to Billie Eilish wildflower, I think about how I was crying and screaming while reading my brother's suicide letter.
I mean he could tell me everything, literally everything.. but not THAT?

Fortunately, i found out the letter was fabricated... didn't make the situation a little lighter, cuz now i'll never get answers.

It's heartbreaking to experience such deep emotions tied to music and personal loss. Healing takes time, and it's okay to seek support while navigating these complex feelings. Your journey is valid, and you deserve to find peace and clarity.