emotional

permit me to be vulnerable okay? 
my parents are currently in the process of a messy divorce and it’s really terrible for my siblings and i. it’s been going on for almost a decade and i still don’t know how to feel about it. i literally haven’t been around my parents for years now and as i’m growing older it’s becoming hard to ignore the reality. so i’m asking for people with dysfunctional families like mine, how did you carry on? cos i can’t even cry or laugh. i’m completely stoic about it and it worries me that i can’t give the situation an emotion.

secretary. talkative. igbo girl. thought daughter. secret web3 agent.

my parents divorced when i was 15
i can’t lie it wasn’t an easy spilt cause there was some violence
Ultimately picking a side wasn’t hard cause my dad isn’t a great person
But i will say everything eventually feels normal again 
It’ll just be a new normal 
I liked to imagine how normal life would be after all the drama as it was happening

picking a side is hard for me. i’m just going to be patient with myself, at least i’m trying now. hopefully i’ll figure out what to do. thank you and i wish you all the best too🫂🫶🏾