Gm farcaster:: life has driving me nuts and yeah,laid hands on everything and nothing seems to be working at the moment. With a bill of over $1000 to settle,I contemplated ending it all:: can't believe i moved from a young man full of dreams to been #suicidal in five years.. the gift of twin daughters seems to many as a blessing.but what happens when your personal life turns to scenes on a horror movie? What happens when you wakeup to realize you fell victim to life's cruel circumstances and with no leverage whatsoever to stand back. How do I recover from this depressing state?