emotional

i thought i always knew who i was growing ip. the past months before i turned 20 it was like all that i had been for the last two decades meant nothing cause i was really struggling and acting so different in the worst way
i called it my painful renaissance. 
was hard but i think i was better off after as a person 
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I'm actually scared of growing up 
At this point in my life I know who I want to be and I'm happy about it, but what if as I grow older, I realize I don't want to be that person any longer?.

I love to write. I love words and poetic sentences and I love to read books (not the educational kind tho). I love baking. I want to travel the world.

Just a weird guy existing.

JSYK...I cast the 1st thing that comes to mind