I had a really long week last week. The new team member (3 weeks new) dropped her resignation. In those 3 weeks, we became so connected. It was just me and my manager before that. My productivity and flow was impacted. I was just pushing through and while doing so I kept my application for this Public Policy course at the centre. I did not let this get impacted. I successfully submitted my application last night. Monday feels bleh because I need quiet and space and a pause from work. I feel like I've stretched myself a lot and my brain is not able to process anything. I'm functioning only with some kind of stimulation like music or food.

Life update: spent all my waking hours avoiding reality and escaping work. I spot the desire to get back up now that the work day ends in a hot minute