@sarayu--
I don't know how to dispose of the anger and contempt that I have.
Even if I did know idk if I would, cause all this anger and grief is what's left of you leaving me, and when I throw it out how else would I be reminded of your absence?
Oh and don't tell me I could always think of the happy memories cause those things just make me wanna waterboard myself because I could never have it again.