I'm doing a side quest right now for a friends' company doing some performance marketing. Every week I asked to do a performance review, and of course as part of the performance review I have to do a self reflection. And man I really ate shit this week! 0 wins! When I eat shit on behalf of Humankind I can brush it off. When it's working for someone else I respect and care about, it feels worse haha. My performance review each week is always an hour long. I feel nervous about it, but at the same time, I'm not afraid to own up to the fact that I tried really hard this week, but didn't move the needle. So I'm going to reflect deeply, come up with a self-reflection that is true, and accurate, and for next week, try my hardest again. I'm privileged and in the position where I'm not afraid of getting fired. I'm afraid of not doing my best work, and that really bothers me, because I want so badly to do great, exceptional work.
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So I met a carpenter that works full time building film and set designs. He shared that he was upset with me because most sets he makes just go to the landfill. I asked him what was a woodworking design he made that he enjoyed the most, and he described the process of making these beautiful doors. But when he passed it on to the set designers, they literally took baseball bats with barbed wire and crowbars and beat the shit out of the doors, because the doors had to look more “worn” for the set. Can you imagine making things and then all of it gets sent to the trash? Literally. I feel like my psyche would be damaged.
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I need a blowout this weekend so bad
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