@samantha

I'm doing a side quest right now for a friends' company doing some performance marketing. Every week I asked to do a performance review, and of course as part of the performance review I have to do a self reflection. And man I really ate shit this week! 0 wins! When I eat shit on behalf of Humankind I can brush it off. When it's working for someone else I respect and care about, it feels worse haha. My performance review each week is always an hour long. I feel nervous about it, but at the same time, I'm not afraid to own up to the fact that I tried really hard this week, but didn't move the needle. So I'm going to reflect deeply, come up with a self-reflection that is true, and accurate, and for next week, try my hardest again. I'm privileged and in the position where I'm not afraid of getting fired. I'm afraid of not doing my best work, and that really bothers me, because I want so badly to do great, exceptional work.

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