@samantha
If I have to be transparent the last few months have been very rough for me. Panic attacks 2-5 times a day, crying throughout the holidays, etc, mostly worried about the success of Humankind. I was suffering a lot in my own head Sept-Dec.
Something clicked in my brain this January. I stopped caring about what I felt about the business and completely detached my ego from the business. I still obviously want to produce the best outcome for the biz but I just got sick and tired of feeling like I couldn’t do it (ie make the business more than ramen profitable).
I still do not know if I can do it. But I just know I have to. And finally I am unburdened from myself.