appreciation

A couple of days ago marked 30 months clean of opiates for me. I was an abuser of opiates for 30 years. Max pain.

Feels fkn good man.

Basically everything in my life is better. Relationships with everyone are so much better. Finances, well tbh idek how I ever stayed afloat. All good now.

No more waking up feeling like shit from withdrawals. 

I appreciate being free from the monster of addiction.

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My best friend was an alcoholic that I was trying to help out of that issue, lo and behold he had an opiate addiction that no one knew about. Thankful he got clean and sober. Much love and respect to you for keeping up that fight, life is good my friend 🤙🏻

The biggest things in life are your friends and family 🤙🏻

That’s what it was! He was working from home so never had to face anybody until I hadn’t heard much from him and his mother went to his apartment and found it absolutely destroyed! He would wake up and have a glass of whiskey and an oxy for breakfast as he started his work day and would constantly fall asleep at the laptop, very thankful I experience that with him so I can *hopefully* see signs from any one I know in the future

I think so many hide an addiction and you never really know. I was a functional addict, always holding a job and doing what I needed to do. That's kind of how I justified it, but there really ia no justifying really, it's just lying to yourself.