Apologies for my weaponized incompetence during the tenure of our relationship. The nonchalant attitudes and avoidant platitudes you didn’t deserve. You see, at some point in time, in my mind, was a means to an end. Only, you saw something more. Sorry for not seeing your vision. I was unsure. The door has closed. Im afraid that reopening it again will lead to the same door shutting. Then even more suffering. So I urge you, don’t yearn for an opening or listen for creaks. Lock in to something better