I just hate my life right now. 

I have so many ideas that can be done quickly if I just had access to internet. We still don't have access to free internet. I can't open most websites on my PC including my host service. 

How did I do updates for flag frenzy? 
I realized I could open my email so started sending code from my phone to email. Open the email in my laptop, edit the related file on my pc, save and email it myself again. Download the file on my phone and upload to the host. 

I went through this whole process everytime I wanted to change a small part of it or when someone reported a bug. I sent so many emails back and forth to myself.

Normie truned into degen in FC | I'm mostly JK | Host /venting /burrfrens | mod /impact /byegary

🙇‍♂️for the grit 

I hope for normalcy to return

Thank you but even if things get back, our normal was never even close to enough for me. I'm not sure how much longer I can endure this life. I have no choice but to leave.