@phimarhal
Let's go back to my situation.
Vampire Survivors is fun, sure. So why not play it? No need to make my own spin.
This is where I must confess being afflicted with a curse far worse than vampirism.
I feel bad playing games. Playing games too much, that is. There's only so much time in a day. There's only so much time in life, for us not blessed with vampire immortality. It's hard to justify playing a game if I'm not getting deeper learning out of it.