You just feel a bit lost in the current of things. It's like standing in a crowded room where everyone's talking at once, and you can't quite pick out any single voice. The to-do list seems to stretch endlessly, each item a demanding shout, and the energy to tackle them feels miles away. It's not sadness, exactly, just a heavy blanket of too much. Too much to do, too much to think about, too many expectations, and not enough quiet space to just be.

I love God, he leads us. 
I wish I could commune more with him.