I promised myself that I'll take a long break from cannabis but as it is, I'm not sure I'll be taking the break anytime soon. I'm having a weird feeling and I didn't wake up good.
No certain explanation to how I'm feeling but I can sense there's a war going on inside me. I usually smoke out of boredom but now I smoke to ease my mental instability. 
I think I'm drowning with no supportive shoulder to lay my head on.

You don't have to say anything then. All questions or situations don't always have an answer

I've got no problem going on a break. Not the first, second or third time I've gone on long ass breaks but I just feel going on a break now that I'm at war within myself is crazy