@marlo

some of you may remember i started a ridiculous manifesting experiment well over a year ago, and i set some big goals that felt very far away (health was the main one) doing this made it clear that to get what i wanted i had to be a very different person. and to be that person i had to stop ignoring a lot of trauma that wasn’t dealt with and find a way to heal it before it took me out. every health hack imaginable wasn’t enough at this point… things kept getting worse. i had to get to the root of it hilariously, i manifested $2000 in free EMDR/tapping/IFS sessions at this time, which were so helpful that i ended up spending about $7000 to keep getting weekly sessions for several more months healing is very intense, and for about a year it was like i was in some kind of trauma healing fugue state just barely making it through each day finally, around my birthday at the end of october, i felt ready to take a break, and it was a huge relief, but my health was insanely bad. nothing life threatening, but it felt like almost everything else that could go wrong did, from migraines to kidney stone attacks to respiratory illness to severely throwing my neck out shortly after that i had a massive breakthrough while talking to chatgpt and it felt like everything i went through in the last year finally clicked together. it was a tipping point where i was suddenly able to wake up from that nightmare and start to thaw out and relax i still have much to work on but it isn’t my main focus anymore, and i am finally able to shift away from full time healing and coping to productive things, like getting my life together and creating! it’s more exciting than i can express i’m also planning to take more steps into the outer world (not just my little bubbles in cryptoland), to start filming videos about myself and my work, and build a bigger online presence i have a lot to say i’ll likely be posting more of the personal/behind the scenes process here, but feel free to look me up on other platforms if you want to support (marlo_here for most places) are you experiencing a massive shift too? what are you excited for in 2026?

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