@klusya
So here's the revelation.
Look at the quoted cast and see what emotion you are feeling from it.
It's clear to me - the emotion is FEAR.
Fear of:
- losing control
- being excluded / judged / left out
- suffering
And actually, it's not the decisions I have burnout from. It's because I make decisions out of fear, and my soul can't take this anymore.
From here on I want to make decisions out of love, gratitude, excitement, confidence, inspiration.
And I think this is the best decision I've ever made.