@jpfraneto

i will close my relationship to the internet before 10 pm for the first time in a long time. i feel tired. electric. creative. but also tired a few hours ago i was holding my 5 month old daughter on my arms. she was about to fall asleep, and then she opened her eyes and started looking around in wonder. her eyes were shining. and what was happening inside me? the voice was loud. please go to bed. i have a prompt that i need to send i literally had an idea that felt so good on my mind. and i was chewing it. thinking what would happen after i send it. i have the power of gods now. i can ideate and execute without having to think. i need to go do it now before i forget it please fall asleep fast and then i saw myself thinking that. practically experiencing the miracle that ai is on a more important scale that the look on my eyes of my newborn daughter is somehow technology ended up being more awe inspiring inside me than the shining eyes of her and that's when i told myself just stop. let go of it. ideas are infinite. they will never stop. the prompts that i want to send will never stop. they will keep coming. there is literally no end to it but these eyes? her breath? there is an end to it she will grow. this moment will end and there is nothing more important that i can do that learn how to be present with them. no amount of learning how to use x tool or create y thing can compare with the feeling of being present with her and if there is an subjective experience inside me that tells me something different it is the perfect entry point for inquiry: who is the one that thinks those thoughts? who is the one that wants her to fall asleep as fast as possible? is that *me*? or is that the wrapper of insecurity that was bonded into my experience as a consequence of the persistent feelings of not being enough that have been with me since i have memory? i believe the age of abundance is upon us. and i also believe that it requires us to be ruthless in the exploration of who we are there is no limit to the amount of prompts that you can write but is there a limit to the perception of *you*? just some random thoughts and rambling before saying goodbye for today gn *you* are a miracle hope you remember that at least today

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