@itsbasil
depression is so fucked cause why has the last four weeks been the best four weeks of the last two years of my life & yet i’m cycling
tell me why the whole gang, including myself, is increasingly finding work meaningful, increasing financially aligned, and increasingly optimistic about our future & yet the dark clouds are moving in
more than two years of my life is finally culminating in the next week, contracts flying out the door, inbounds are on fire, the market is heating up & the profits are flowing & yet my mental has significantly deteriorated over these last three days
everything is looking up… except my stupid fucking brain—like please stfu, we don’t need to do this every few months—enough