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These people brought light, I don't know if I should be happy or sad with how fast this fan blows😔

STORY OF HOW I ALMOST GOT ELECTROCUTED 
they brought electricity and I felt this weird energy within me, I interpreted it as “maybe it was because of the cold” but it wasn't, God was trying to tell me something, I plugged my devices and decided to give sleep a chance(which is funny cause I'm not the type to sleep early, but I was really feeling sick), the next thing I was hearing from my sleep was Sparks, I was ignoring it at first then it continued, I opened my eyes and saw my extension box sparking( but my brain was not processing it cause I was tired and fast asleep) I removed my fan(with the hope that it probably caused the spark)from the extension box and continue my sleep, but the sound got louder that I couldn't ignore it again, I opened my eyes for the second time and my room was full of water, my bed? Soaked to the brim, my laptop? It had sinked inside water, myself? I was confused and tears started rolling off my eyes…..