I'm married, I love my husband, everything in my life is good. But I have a habit of playing people. I choose an object of attention and start driving him crazy with looks, and then conversations. In the end, as soon as I realize that the object is tightly hooked he becomes uninteresting to me. I stop communicating with him, and some that I like, torture for years. I realize with my mind that you can't do that to people. But I can't do anything about it, everything happens on automatic. I don't know what to do with myself....