My friend has a rich social circle, a good job, time and money for hobbies. We met by chance and started communicating. For me she is an ideal and role model in everything, I admire her. But it can be so frustrating when I realize that I don't mean nearly as much to her as she means to me. She makes time for me once every couple months, the rest of the time we chat online. She doesn't introduce me to her interesting social circle. When I was in financial trouble, she didn't help. I understand that I am not friends with me, but just sometimes chat and drink coffee, and regularly she communicates with such interesting and developed personalities like herself. To which I am as far as the moon, because I do not have as much money and as much free time as they have.