Hey guys, so I feel like this is the only platform that I can be vulnerable on, one martini in.

I lost my faith in Christianity months ago when I found out that before male centered religions dominating that goddess worship dominated 

and that the top (patriarchal) religions paint women to be the fall of humanity from the start. 

I used to be a huge Christian until I learned this. Majority of my friends and close family still are. But I try not to spread my “hedonism” or deny the Lord in front of them in case there is still hope in Christianity and in salvation. A lot of Christian beliefs are still embedded in me, and so my belief is in a rocky place, where I don’t believe and I’m still afraid to “curse the Lord and die.”

I still believe in a creator. I believe this world is too miraculous to be made without intention, but I can’t wrap my mind around the fact that the creator has a gender, and that he is a man. Or that “she” would even be a woman. it all just seems unfair and biased.

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Do not be anxious about anything but in every situation by prayer & petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God & the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4  6-7