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Ah ha. I see that more clearly now that you’ve said what it’s about. It also seems to be about the loss of your childhood and perhaps your own mortality too. No warnings needed. These are big topics. The more vulnerable you are, the more we can all relate and benefit. Go for it.

In a way, the overwhelm you’re describing comes out through all the varied experiences. You can also try going into one experience more in-depth. Explore the feelings more of the “silences I’ve dwelled in…” What are those? What do they feel like? Not describing what happened, but what it felt like.

“What if the urge to binge-watch Netflix or even a craving for heroin isn’t a weakness, but a healthy instinct orienting us to something deeper we truly need?”

Spencer Carlson

@drspencer