I was in a relationship for two years. I was not satisfied with a lot of things in the guy, but it so happened that I immediately fell in love and could not do anything about it. I have two degrees, I study, earn money, used to travel, hang out with friends. And this guy has a bad job, no education, his hobbies are games. None of my friends liked him. The guy tried very hard and I did not demand much from him, but immediately it became clear that a happy life will not be and I can not plan the future with him. I can't break up, despite multiple attempts. Probably because I freak out a lot and then quickly forget everything....