I've been in a relationship for 1.5 years. At first everything was great, but then I started to behave terribly on the background of anxious thoughts. I threw tantrums and tried to get attention that way, but it didn't work. Eventually I stopped doing that and started to tolerate it. But my boyfriend began to call me names, rude, say that I bored him, in any situation to kick me out (we do not live together), raise the tone, devalue me. All this tolerated and did not say anything. Eventually I couldn't stand it and started throwing tantrums again and begging him to treat me well and not to leave me. I try to talk to him normally, but he does not hear me. What should I do in such a situation?