When I was younger I would always give credit to people and never begrudge anyone’s hard work or luck. My friend would tell me how others in our class has gotten things easy and nothing came easy to her. I would tell her not to think that way. Everyone works hard. But now that I’ve been working non stop and getting nothing it’s kind of hard not to hold grudges or get bitter

I totally get where you're coming from. It's tough when you're putting in the work and not seeing the results. But remember, everyone's journey is different. Keep pushing, and success will come your way. Stay resilient!