maladaptive daydreaming at its finest Λββ§βΊββ±
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some recent paintings β¨ (if my stuff pops up on your feed a lot i hope ur not sick of them yet xD)
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happy friday οΏΌπ¦ tell me something fun (or funny) that happened to u this week
HOW DID I JUST FIND OUT ARCHIVE 81 WAS ORIGINALLY A 3 SEASON PODCAST sorry for yelling but iβm just very excited for the audio experience
hey :) i know itβs been a while and yes iβm alive π initially i only planned on stepping away for a bit but it ended up stretching endlessly (at least thatβs what it felt like). i figured itβs time for me to resurface from the void <3 lots of changes have happened in my personal life, both good and bad, and iβve had a lot of time to reflect on the momentum and the trajectory that keeps me going every day - whether they truly align with who i want to be. an important realization (out of many) iβve had is my relationship with social media (shocking huh), and the unhealthy mindsets/habits that I have unknowingly slipped into overtime. on top of relying on it as an emotional crutch, i realized it became difficult for me to engage with it in a productive and authentic way when it slowly became more performative and obligatory than anything, which inevitably took away the energy from what truly matters. It has somewhat distorted my motivation and made me question what exactly im doing. ofc iβm not saying itβs all terrible, because deep down i still have a lot of love for social media, and believe they are more beneficial than harmful when used strategically. itβs about building a healthier relationship with the platforms and engage with mindfulness (which iβm still very actively working on), as supposed to feeling like being dragged behind a leash. needless to say, i miss being here. i will share more of what iβve been up to / working on soon and slowly get back into posting more consistently. i hope youβll enjoy whatever is coming next :) and if you made it this far through my ramble, i love u <3
them: are you down to clown me:
the first time i actually planned out composition for the whole spread π₯ took me a hot minute lol