venting

Every day I go to work I feel like I'm selling my soul. Letting go of what I could be for money. 
I'm definitely not meant for this job but I there's no other choice right now.

Normie truned into degen in FC | I'm mostly JK | Host /venting /burrfrens | mod /impact /byegary

I'm in the same boat too.
Chose the wrong field of study and got my bachelor's degree in Radiology science (a job that I hate). Now I am trying to get my master's degree in medical imaging, so I can finally do what I love (AI and computer science)

been in crypto since yesterday / Fx trader and software developer

Maybe you're experiencing a temporary burnout?
Doing what you don't enjoy as a job drains your energy 100 times faster compared to doing something you're passionate about and truly interested in. 
I know it sounds cliche but those dreams will surely come back stronger once you figure out how to keep pushing even in your worst days. At least that's how it goes for me.

This sucks. I hope you can make it but the worst feeling for me is I have given up on my dreams